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my profession would be staring.
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[07 Sep 2004|11:48am] |
well anyones livejournal worth reading, i cant.
because its friends only.
so for a temporary period of time, this will be used.
until i have time to set up _____megan but again, that one will only be for a short time frame.
ha.
i know... so unique:)
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[21 Aug 2004|04:38pm] |
cant have a livejournal anymore, lmao.
thanks for everthing, xsatinslippersx. =)
I'll probobly get one later.
much later.
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[18 Aug 2004|05:43am] |
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wellll.... We got a house=)
im very excited.
25 and romeo plank. so its not very far.
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Meyg and I have reunited.
i must say that also makes me very happy.
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I thought maybe things would be awkward.
But its not.
and I've moved on.
right? right.
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Only taking six dance classes this year.
{Ballet (twice a week), Pointe (twice a week), and Lyrical, And a pop n' lock class (?).}
Wich is more then last year and i was really busy.
pluss college,
and other stuff.
Mom wants piano again.
busy year, and im excited =)
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Now church.
blah blah blahhhh
I want to go shopping.
very bad.
my car would be nice too.
perhaps next week?
yeah, that sounds good.
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Hey... you.
Kiss me.
Laterrrrrr
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[14 Aug 2004|02:19am] |
Cedar point anyone?
and next week... the Armada Fair.
It wouldnt be a summer without that:)
And Megs showing her lambs. I cant wait.
lmao
pricless.
oh and yeah..
Im getting a car:)
whoop.
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[11 Aug 2004|05:36am] |
i just recentlly put how much i wanted to see Rod Stewart in concert....
and hes here.
and im going, no matter what it takes.
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[10 Aug 2004|12:35pm] |
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im not ready for this.
theres two different roads right infront of me...
and I cant choose both, therefore I have to pick one.
my chest hurts.
I swear theres no possible way Im genetically a part of this family.
ick.
Or even supposed to be a part of my other family.
its just too weird.
i dont think like anyone else thinks.
but whatever.
Lord,just please let this be over quickly.
If your up there, and listening.
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randomness..
*i need a vacation
*Its weird how when you miss someone you see that person in everyone else you see
*We're looking for a house
*Im going to court tomorrow, yikes.
*hopefully getting a car?
*Mr. Dolan told me i show to much cleavege for church..."Mr. Dolan, i dont have cleavege" lmao. he cracks me up.
*My neighbor thinks its funny how i always sneek out of my window
*I miss my family.
*I want a week away from everything.
*I called and talked to a guy tonight on the radio and requested a song :)
*I want to play the piano again.
*I want a lot.
-I hate my additude
-I hate driving with my Mom
-I hate how i feel
-I hate how people act
-I hate how im not in shape right now
-I hate being afraid
-I hate being around stupid people
-I hate being around people, period.
-I hate how my parents dont listen to me and talk to me like im two.
-I hate a lot.
+I want to see Elton John, Rod Stewart, Aerosmith, And Bon Jovi, before I die. (for sure) Expecially the first two.
+Go to college, down south.
+Have a solo
+Sky Dive
+Have a ballet room in my house
+And Be something, huge.
alright
Im done
Just some stuff I was thinking about today.
dreaming.
i seem to do that alot.
But isnt that what a journal is for?
wish me luck tomorrow at court. wow.
'night.
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[08 Aug 2004|04:33am] |
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dance tomorrow:)
holy shint.
consider me excited.
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[07 Aug 2004|03:31am] |
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wellll, its 3:30 and Michelle and I are still going.
A little too much coffee.
got a new picture and icons and stuff.
thank you, michelle.
anywayyyys, my Dad is making an offer on a house, all the way in Almont.
yeah, its really far, but i get a car out of the deal:)
and my ballet room i've alwlays dreamed about.
so thats good.
I'll be down here every day for school, and then dance tho.
so not so bad.
i just hope everything works out with this house.
im sick of it here.
but we shall see.
im going to do you all a favor, and quit while im ahead.
im so wired.
Good night.
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[05 Aug 2004|05:31am] |
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All she wants to do is dance,
And make romance.
A wise man told me earlier today...
that the true beauty, and the part that needs to be molded the most...
comes out when your going through something hard.
i've never met anyone like you.
These footprints; will be here for forever.
i cant waste anymore time.
as much as it might hurt.
and I mean kill.
I gotta keep my head up.
this isnt me.
*You are the only chance i'll take*
I wanna dance.
Like I've never wanted to dance before.
ohhhh I cant wait :)
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[04 Aug 2004|12:49pm] |
Search your shelf for something which to hang yourself
They say you need to pray
if you want to go to heaven
But they don't tell you what to say
when your whole life has gone to Hell
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[03 Aug 2004|11:10pm] |
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everyone just needs to stop with all the drug stuff.
please.
the arguments, and putting the people down.
i cant take it anymore.
you guys have no idea.
Just tell me how one thing, could possibly hurt this much.
its excruciating.
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[31 Jul 2004|01:23am] |
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please show me what it means.
I cant stand to look at him like this.
please pray for him.
and my family....
Hes gone till we get a miracle.
to far in.
i've never been like this before.
I cant even make eye contact with anyone.
but i do need to get out of here...
anyone want to do anything?
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[27 Jul 2004|03:17am] |
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Who wants to cuddle?
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[23 Jul 2004|11:30am] |
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not a lot of time...
grounded, yet again.
for my rough dialect.
been busy.
+going to beauty school this year
+maybe some college classes (hopefully)
+dance starts soon
+try outs for competition???
+I have money, for once.
-physical therapy; soon. (could be a plus)
-not going to SC this year.
:(
It hurts.
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[13 Jul 2004|01:20am] |
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i never want to see your face again.
i hate you so fuking much.
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So today i went jetskiing, and to a show.
all i have to say about my day was that i know im here for some reason.
i seriously thought i was going to die.
thought i broke a rib.
and scratched up my knees from hitting the water so hard.
"megan, i hope your not afraid to die?"
hahaha.
wow.
i love the water.
but i still think i did some kind of damage to anything, that could possibly mean anything,in the long run.
ouch.
I miss dance so much.
i feel so lazy and massive.
And thats all this pointless entry really was all about.
Im outie.
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[06 Jul 2004|12:27am] |
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pardon me.
But what i be a bad person
if i hated your guts?
your still not home
dont ever use the word "love" around me, or to me again.
merci "papa"
i guess theres nothing i can do.
im just a kid.
P.S be carefull, please.
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[03 Jul 2004|03:00am] |
alright, enough is enough.
Im so tired of this you guys, you have no idea.
Okay, people look out for people, i understand that. and thanks.
But all this happends because people dont have the balls to talk to the person.
So someone says something, and it gets twisted. no matter what.
Dont listen to what other people say.
If people could just wake up..
and stop being so childish. . . maybe people wouldnt dred going to church, or waking up in the morning.
Honestly.
If anyone knew what everyone had to go through, this world would be a better place.
you guys have no idea what I or ANY other person has to go through.
Im sick of the judging.
and the criticizing.
So you hear one story..
does that make them a bad person?
or any different?
if you truly did love a person, it wouldnt matter.
who flippin cares.
instead of putting them down, and thinking differently about them. .
grow up. and be a "friend" to them.
im sorry, but i cant take this any longer.
i dont know about any of you guys.
but i dont want to even be at lakeside anymore.
or around any of these "good people"
arent you supposed to go there to get away from things?
Everything there is so pathetic.
Who freaking cares.
get over it.
I miss the old gang.
Im not perfect, dont get me wrong.
but people just need to open their eyes, and realize things.
And take into consideration what the other perosn has to go through.
whether you know about it or not.
im done.
For a while.
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